What a month we have had

Josh was final going to be able to eat. YUMMY
(he could not eat after Midnight, no drink no gum)
Sugary at 6pm

So glad I did not have to be by my self, and so grateful they were there

he was so happy to finely be feeling better soon

I went down south for a few days to be with my family. I got a phone call from a good neighbor who was using Josh’s cell phone, when I said “Hello” I was shocked to here Vicki’s voice. She was frantic, and told me that she just took Josh to the Hospital, and that he was in a great deal of pain. So I rushed home to be with him. Thank goodness for my good Mom and Dad in-law who came to be by his side when I could not be there. Josh found out that he was trying to pass Kidney Stones. He had two that he was trying to pass.

To make a long story short, for three week this has been going on.( It fells like a lot longer ) One day he would feel great, then the next day PAIN. And it would hit him about ten at night and go on and on. Some nights I don’t think he slept very much at all. But he was amazing and went to work every day. He only missed one day. He was in so much pain, the hard part for me was once again I could not do anything to help him.

So yesterday Josh went in for Sugary to remove the stones. They were able to remove one stone. He is doing better, still in pain, Kidney’s are sore and tender.

This was vary had for me, to sit and watch him, knowing I could not help him or make it better. I never really thought that seeing a spouse going through so much pain could have such a effect on some one. My heart just broke for him over and over again. I am so grateful that he decided to have this Sugary. I just pray that he will never be in that much pain again. I love him so much and I am so lucky to have such a wonderful man to be the father of my children and my best friend.

Birthday in a Nut Shell

I am now 30 yeah; (Not a big deal just a number) I had such a great day. My Husband took me away and my mother in-law came over to stay with the girls. It was great, I was told to pack for two nights, oh I forgot to tell you I did not know what was going on Josh totally surprised me, all he told me was to pack for two nights. I was thinking two nights with you and just you how cool is that? So we went to lunch then checked into our hotel, it was so nice I loved it. Then we went shopping, what more could I want right. The next morning he told me there was going to be a twist to our day, I am thinking a twist okay. Then he told me we would not be coming back to the hotel and to pack up my stuff. WHAT? Not coming back you said two days. Well oaky I thought a twist that sounds fun. OH it was after we went to a movie and had lunch. We went to another restaurant and I am thinking we are eating again, but I am not hungry. In I walk and what do I see my MOM, DAD and My Sister Heater. I was so excited, my sweet husband told me this is it, I am going now. WHAT? And then started another adventure. I had such a great time shopping, staying up late talking, and going out to eat.

I loved that my sweet Husband took me away even if it was just one night. And that he planed for my family to come and we just got to hang out and just be girls. I had so much fun with my family.

I all so got so many sweet gifts and phone calls. And my good friend stopped by. My friends from High School had a party for me and we had dinner and a movie, it was a nice get away.